As Queequeg's Ramadan, or Fasting and Humiliation, was to continue all day, I
did not choose to disturb him till towards night-fall; for I cherish the
greatest respect towards everybody's religious obligations, never mind how
comical, and could not find it in my heart to undervalue even a congregation of
ants worshipping a toad-stool; or those other creatures in certain parts of our
earth, who with a degree of footmanism quite unprecedented in other planets, bow
down before the torso of a deceased landed proprietor merely on account of the
inordinate possessions yet owned and rented in his name.
I say, we good Presbyterian Christians should be charitable in these things,
and not fancy ourselves so vastly superior to other mortals, pagans and what
not, because of their half-crazy conceits on these subjects. There was Queequeg,
now, certainly entertaining the most absurd notions about Yojo and his
Ramadan;-- but what of that? Queequeg thought he knew what he was about, I
suppose; he seemed to be content; and there let him rest. All our arguing with
him would not avail; let him be, I say: and Heaven have mercy on us
all--Presbyterians and Pagans alike-- for we are all somehow dreadfully cracked
about the head, and sadly need mending.
Towards evening, when I felt assured that all his performances and rituals
must be over, I went up to his room and knocked at the door; but no answer. I
tried to open it, but it was fastened inside. "Queequeg," said I softly through
the key-hole:--all silent. "I say, Queequeg! why don't you speak? It's
I--Ishmael." But all remained still as before. I began to grow alarmed. I had
allowed him such abundant time; I thought he might have had an apoplectic fit. I
looked through the key-hole; but the door opening into an odd corner of the
room, the key-hole prospect was but a crooked and sinister one. I could only see
part of the foot-board of the bed and a line of the wall, but nothing more. I
was surprised to behold resting against the wall the wooden shaft of Queequeg's
harpoon, which the landlady the evening previous had taken from him, before our
mounting to the chamber. That's strange, thought I; but at any rate, since the
harpoon stands yonder, and he seldom or never goes abroad without it, therefore
he must be inside here, and no possible mistake.
"Queequeg!--Queequeg!"--all still. Something must have happened. Apoplexy! I
tried to burst open the door; but it stubbornly resisted. Running down stairs, I
quickly stated my suspicions to the first person I met--the chamber-maid. "La!
la!" she cried, "I thought something must be the matter. I went to make the bed
after breakfast, and the door was locked; and not a mouse to be heard; and it's
been just so silent ever since. But I thought, may be, you had both gone off and
locked your baggage in for safe keeping. La! La, ma'am!--Mistress! murder! Mrs.
Hussey! apoplexy!"--and with these cries she ran towards the kitchen, I
following.
In as calm, but rapid a manner as possible, I gave her to understand the
whole case. Unconsciously clapping the vinegar-cruet to one side of her nose,
she ruminated for an instant; then exclaimed--"No! I haven't seen it since I put
it there." Running to a little closet under the landing of the stairs, she
glanced in, and returning, told me that Queequeg's harpoon was missing. "He's
killed himself," she cried. "It's unfort'nate Stiggs done over again there goes
another counterpane--God pity his poor mother!-- it will be the ruin of my
house. Has the poor lad a sister? Where's that girl?--there, Betty, go to
Snarles the Painter, and tell him to paint me a sign, with--"no suicides
permitted here, and no smoking in the parlor;"--might as well kill both birds at
once. Kill? The Lord be merciful to his ghost! What's that noise there? You,
young man, avast there!"
I went down to supper. After sitting a long time listening to the long
stories of some sailors who had just come from a plum-pudding voyage, as they
called it (that is, a short whaling-voyage in a schooner or brig, confined to
the north of the line, in the Atlantic Ocean only); after listening to these
plum-puddingers till nearly eleven o'clock, I went up stairs to go to bed,
feeling quite sure by this time Queequeg must certainly have brought his Ramadan
to a termination. But no; there he was just where I had left him; he had not
stirred an inch. I began to grow vexed with him; it seemed so downright
senseless and insane to be sitting there all day and half the night on his hams
in a cold room, holding a piece of wood on his head.
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