Undine did not fulfil her threat. The month of May saw her back in the rooms
she had declared she would never set foot in, and after her long sojourn among
the echoing vistas of Saint Desert the exiguity of her Paris quarters seemed
like cosiness.
In the interval many things had happened. Hubert, permitted by his anxious
relatives to anticipate the term of the family mourning, had been showily and
expensively united to his heiress; the Hotel de Chelles had been piped, heated
and illuminated in accordance with the bride's requirements; and the young
couple, not content with these utilitarian changes had moved doors, opened
windows, torn down partitions, and given over the great trophied and pilastered
dining-room to a decorative painter with a new theory of the human anatomy.
Undine had silently assisted at this spectacle, and at the sight of the old
Marquise's abject acquiescence; she had seen the Duchesse de Dordogne and the
Princesse Estradina go past her door to visit Hubert's premier and marvel at the
American bath-tubs and the Annamite bric-a-brac; and she had been present, with
her husband, at the banquet at which Hubert had revealed to the astonished
Faubourg the prehistoric episodes depicted on his dining-room walls. She had
accepted all these necessities with the stoicism which the last months had
developed in her; for more and more, as the days passed, she felt herself in the
grasp of circumstances stronger than any effort she could oppose to them. The
very absence of external pressure, of any tactless assertion of authority on her
husband's part, intensified the sense of her helplessness. He simply left it to
her to infer that, important as she might be to him in certain ways, there were
others in which she did not weigh a feather.
Their outward relations had not changed since her outburst on the subject of
Hubert's marriage. That incident had left her half-ashamed, half-frightened at
her behaviour, and she had tried to atone for it by the indirect arts that were
her nearest approach to acknowledging herself in the wrong. Raymond met her
advances with a good grace, and they lived through the rest of the winter on
terms of apparent understanding. When the spring approached it was he who
suggested that, since his mother had consented to Hubert's marrying before the
year of mourning was over, there was really no reason why they should not go up
to Paris as usual; and she was surprised at the readiness with which he prepared
to accompany her.
A year earlier she would have regarded this as another proof of her power;
but she now drew her inferences less quickly. Raymond was as "lovely" to her as
ever; but more than once, during their months in the country, she had had a
startled sense of not giving him all he expected of her. She had admired him,
before their marriage, as a model of social distinction; during the honeymoon he
had been the most ardent of lovers; and with their settling down at Saint Desert
she had prepared to resign herself to the society of a country gentleman
absorbed in sport and agriculture. But Raymond, to her surprise, had again
developed a disturbing resemblance to his predecessor. During the long winter
afternoons, after he had gone over his accounts with the bailiff, or written his
business letters, he took to dabbling with a paint-box, or picking out new
scores at the piano; after dinner, when they went to the library, he seemed to
expect to read aloud to her from the reviews and papers he was always receiving;
and when he had discovered her inability to fix her attention he fell into the
way of absorbing himself in one of the old brown books with which the room was
lined. At first he tried--as Ralph had done--to tell her about what he was
reading or what was happening in the world; but her sense of inadequacy made her
slip away to other subjects, and little by little their talk died down to
monosyllables. Was it possible that, in spite of his books, the evenings seemed
as long to Raymond as to her, and that he had suggested going back to Paris
because he was bored at Saint Desert? Bored as she was herself, she resented his
not finding her company all-sufficient, and was mortified by the discovery that
there were regions of his life she could not enter.
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